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the end is the beginning is the end
yes, yes. it's a pumpkins song. but hey, it's the end of the month. and the end for.. a lot of things. today i realized that a part of me was still holding on to something. something really small. but holding on to it, nonetheless. today i had to let it go. not that i'm shutting my doors or anything. maybe someday it'll come back. maybe it won't. maybe i'm just being stupid. hey, if an ex-boyfriend can call me that, of course i can also call myself stupid. lol. ok, that didn't make sense. the funny part of it all is that i always open myself to new possibilities. then after a while i realize i'm only hurting myself. jeez. so it has to end. and something else, something new has to begin. which i hope would be something good. this time.
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what i would give to talk to you again...
